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Thursday, April 29, 2010


Anonymity (was thinking of trashing this but there is something to it even if its not written well and confusing but what i was trying to say is not easily written)

   Dear Anonymity, I may very well come to the conclusion that almost all of what I said pertaining to you was in my head and that I'm not going to be so proud as to admit I was wrong or my perceptions were wrong. I just want to say a couple words about that. I have mention to you that through an Authority ( The Catholic Catechism) I have come to believe that God speaks to us through “creative realities” and I have witnessed it in my own life. Keeping that in mind you have ask me how I come up with my ideas form blank or the creativity for them? Well it comes from meditation, sometimes long periods of quiet meditation. What does that mean? What does that really mean? when we meditate we are opening ourselves up to the flow of ideas, but are also putting ourselves in a spiritual state of dissemination of all aspects of our life, through the knowledge gained from that, we can apply it to our life, and it is quantitative, simple meaning you gain knowledge by connecting the dots and the more you connect the more dots become available , but that does not mean you are right, you could be connecting the wrong dots, and it opens you up to false conclusions about things you might otherwise never of thought of.
   In today’s real world you are bombarded with mundane repetitive necessary crap that take up a large part of your day and its easy to get caught up with keeping up with the Joneses, this is a distraction from being in a ("spiritual State"- to me it's the greatest natural high you can get). Other things that can interfere is conflict, war, drugs, alcohol, all kinds of emotion, anger, resentment. They all distract us. You grow in spiritual knowledge, not that you act on it, but you come to realize that is a cornerstone to our very existence. It is necessary for true dissemination, without it Prayer is not possible for prayer is a form of spirituality that is focused or directed to God, It is part of the "Natural order of Things."
   When we as Parents do not have spirituality we, can't have true Religion, Religion requires it but Religion is not required for Spirituality, we become slaves to materialism and teach our children to be selfish and materialistic. Spirituality can be learned through example. Take the people in your life that had freed themselves from the worldly thing and immersed themselves in spirituality "the gaining of knowledge through meditation" or the "directing of knowledge through meditation" and the Symptomatic Physical embodiment that results.
    Anonymity was most Probably "the Spiritual Head of his Family".Probably great uncle Anonymity before him but without knowing the true dynamics of the family the extent of uncle Anonymity alcoholism and so on its hard to say for certain, but It is a role that is shared and a family dynamic that is required for a healthy family.
    Anonymity’s anger and emotionalism gets in the way but as Anonymity has mentioned the fracturing of Anonymity family has stopped its growth beyond the immediate family.
    From the beginning of time men have had spiritual leaders, Spiritual men, Some are probably chosen not for who they are but for who they are not. Not a doctor, not a financial guru, or in charge of family business, not even a good Father or husband, not an exceptional Artist, and will never be Successful according to this world's standards because of the one thing He is, he is the real McCoy, He walks the walk, and talks the talk, He lives, eats, breathes and smells spirituality, not religion. Not because of who he is, but because of who he is not, in other words. His circumstance dictates it. It does not make him divine or special, but it does give him insight for reasons stated above. So when Anonymity talks down to him, or Anonymity Says "who the blank are you" or Anonymity says "He did this or He did that" or Anonymity would say "I know Guys like him" It not only interferes with the ability of the extended family to grow and angers him. He say to himself "I know who the blank I am do you" and You really don't know me at all, Now maybe he has shed some light on himself , he hope so because he has been totally honest and frank with you, because if we can at least say I understand, i believe you, than for us there is hope. Truly Anonymity

This is Just Me thinking out loud, try not to read to much into it. 

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my latest album "In The Minds Of Prophets"In The Minds Of Prophets 3/17/2015 and Hopefully "Dark Cloud" 4/1/2015. "Once Upon a Perfect Storm" 2014 . Out 3/10/14 "The King of the Fire" 

"I'm going to rewrite this soon to include some life events" Here's the dealeo, I started doing Wood Sculptures about 15 years ago to try and keep myself busy after I stopped drinking and smoking. About 5 years into it I got throat and neck Cancer. I say this because before I had the Cancer I had not written or sung Music. Looking to clean up an open space in late 2007 and 2008 ( http://openspacedocumentary.blogspot.com/) i became closer to some of the local wild life, I bonded with a Hawk and a Baby duck and started to write songs, I forced myself to sing when I could, I have over three hundred songs now, some good, some not so good, but I am getting better at writing, singing, mixing and arranging.    

New:"Charleena"2013 "The River" 2013 and "Cried and Cried My life Story"2012 others "Reflections Destiny"2012 "Kevin'ns Epic Music"2012 "Fire Storm Of Emotion" 2012"Angel Secrets"2012 All 18 Available at my Store http://www.reverbnation.com/Kevin Lajiness

Song Writer/Naive Artist/story-teller

          Nature inspires Linwood man to sing, record despite bout with throat cancer (PressOfAtlanticCity.Com)

 Album "Epic Shine"  "Walk Away" before that was"Angel Woman" along with some old remakes"Sing Back In time2011" and "Its The Spirit In The Dance" along with over one hundred of my songs and other Albums available for Sale all streaming at http://www.reverbnation.com/kevinlajiness 
  I write from a position of emotion and honesty, usually tell a story about love, life, relationships, nature, adventure, history, spirituality,philosophy etc. My Art and Music style is Naive, I beat mix looped instruments as accompaniments but the melodies don't necessarily match, but I put a great deal of thought into them and try and bring something epic to bear in mind, yet some of my songs are ballads and relaxing songs of love . 
   I have 5 song books/ songbooks online 4 of them avalable as google e-books my "The 2009" http://kevinlajiness2009song.blogspot.com/  and 2010 Song Book https://books.google.com/books?id=SWsPBAAAQBAJThe 2011 Song Book https://books.google.com/books?id=8xkOBAAAQBAJ  and 
Kevin Lajiness 2012 Song Book https://books.google.com/books?id=MpsNBAAAQBAJKevin Lajiness 2013-2014 Song Book (Google eBook)http://books.google.com/books/about/Kevin_Lajiness_2013_2014_Song_Book.html?id=wHEMBAAAQBAJ
 These books represent a ton of work , good bad or indifferent. I apologize ahead of time for typo's English and spelling, i suck at all of that, but it's about the music and lyrics and that's what really matter but I gave it my best.
 with some links to the songs , some I have taken down, (I am going to try and put them all back up for nostalgia and to show my progress from Throat and neck Cancer), but the lyrics are all there
  I have many slideshows/Videos of nature and Open Space pic's over the years that I put to my music on YouTube-kevinlajiness  and saved in Google + or Picasa.

  I grew up on Lake Erie Lagoons, my grandfather had a bate shop. Fishing and hunting was big on my fathers side no doubted stemmed from the fact that his ancestors were “Woods Runners” or “coureurs des bois”. As long as I can remember I’ve had a love for trees, nature and the environment, I attribute that, and the spiritual connection I have with mother earth, to the connection my ancestors had with the Indigenous peoples of the Americas. Most if not all of them are child friendly. I started writing my early songs while working on a open space for a year, where I bonded with a hawk and a duck.

        Allot of what I draw from comes from life’s experience and what’s in my heart, what I believe is a responsibility to carry the messages of or ancestors on what is right, to come to a conclusion we are all part of something bigger than ourselves and that we pass that on to our children in story and song,but remember i am an artist I write story and rhyme, lesson and fable, I do not try to be politically correct.even though i don't use cuss words other that Hell and dam, I don't have a problem with artist that do,to each there own, I believe things evolve for a reason, hey it got someone out of the slums, by the way the baby duck that followed me home got to big and i gave her to a zoo keeper, she flew back to his house from the zoo and they raised her, she has since had her own baby's 

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